I did alot of walking today all that and walked home from Doug's this morning lol

Hmm...Tony was at Jessica's house today and I am so uncomfortable around him b/c I know he likes me and all. So I told him that I hate all guys right now and I don't plan on going out with anyone. I told him I don't trust them at all. He was all like not all guys are like that. I said yeh well the one guy I didn't think would hurt me did... so until someone proves me wrong...fuck em. lol.

I sound like a damn feminist or something like that. lol.

Anyhow...man I was so pissy today. Hopefully I sisn't piss anbody off. and if I did...oh well. They won't be mad long. lol. Don't I sound so nice. Sorry it's like 2 in the morning and I am so tired. But my brain is on overload already so I know I won't be able to sleep.

Okay all day my stomach hurt cuz I needed to eat. So I get home and try to eat and I feel sick after I do. Seriousley there is something fucked up with my body or something. Why do I have such trouble eating? Why is it shit I actually worry about? Hmmm.

*you make me wanna be the one to start a new realationship wich you, this is what cha do* lol...oh how I heart that Usher cd. I actually only listen to it when I'm getting ready so I can dance around my room like a retard. Thank god no one can see me. I love being a loser oh so much. I realize I used to try so hard to be cool when I was younger and just giving up and becoming a loser is soooo much more fun. lol.

I NEED SOMETHING TO DO!!!!! Boredom will be the death of me I swear. Fuck drugs, ciggerrettes, being a retarted teenager....boredom will do it for sure. lol.

Well...I'm gonna try to talk someone into hanging out with me tonight...

later days

Jamie