So another day goes by and makes me grip this blade even tighter. Cutting day is coming I can feel it. Whenever I start to feel pain or become the slightest bit upset all I do is sit and contimplate ways of hurting myself. To leave yet another crimson kiss on my body. Why won't this go away? I don't want to die...I just long to bleed the pain away...
Ho w can you keep haunting my dreams when I tried to forget you so long ago...you are in my every thought, my every move...I will never escape. And the thing is...you don't even know what it is you do to me...later days
Jamie