Speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and I fall into myself..

3:46 p.m.-2003-06-09 | Dancing in the Rain...*shrugs :)

So today was the ususal boringness. I went to my Grandma's though and ironed for her for 4 hrs. Yeah but she paid me $5.25 an hr, so I ended up with $22.50. Yep so now Nina and me can gert our friendship charm bracelets(yeah like my parents will give me money...ha). I can't wait. I can't wait to be ungrounded. I thought she was going to ungrounde me today...but I guess not. She is so pathetic though. When I got home (I walked) she asked me if I stopped off at a payphone. GOSH!!! I can't believe some of the stupid questions she asks me. For real.

So I haven't talked to anyone all day.

Anyhow...yesterday I was bored so I grabbed Jordan (my 7 yr old sister) and we went out and danced in the rain. I remember doing that when I was a little kid so it was grande. Actually it was more of us throwing mud at each other till my mother yelled at us to come inside and take a shower...lol. It was so much fun though. I love the rain.

Hmmm...I think my mother is stupid and pathetic but I can't really write why in here. But all I know is I'm sick of her fucking mind games. FUCK HER. I will never feel sorry for her again... b/c she takes shit...grrrrr

anyhow...I miss my matthew. i dunno

guess I have nothing else to say... Hopefully I get ungrounded soon.

later days...

Jamie

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...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...