Speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and I fall into myself..

10:52 a.m.-2003-12-06 | Mindless Self Indulgence

So last night I finally got to see MSI. Hell yeah. Tara, Jessica, and Joe came to my house to get me then we went to the mall to get Jay and Joey. Then we rode up to the mentor mall to have Doug and Vince follow us there, but they weren't there so we left. So when MSI came on I managed to squeeze my way to the front. I was by myself but it was so kickass. Jimmy was right in front of me! He kicked my hand. lol. Then I got a whole bunch of shit signed by Jimmy, Kitty, and Steve. Jimmy licked my face!! Haha. I was so excited bout that. Kitty was really cool in person. Anyhow then we went to Denny's, then home. My ribs are bruised from being smushed against the gate in the front. I'm just happy I made my way all the way up there. Yay Mindless Self Indulgence kicks ass live!

So I got a second job at BW3's the other day. I start orientation on Sunday. fun fun. Then hopefully I'll get a car faster. My liscence would be cool too. ha. I work today at 6. haven't worked since monday. *shrugs

Nina and I are going to see Linkin Park January 21. I can't fucking wait. LP is my all time favorite band forever. I just want to se Chester live. My mom's taking us cuz Nina can't go up to Cleveland without a parent. she'll have fun. lol.

Nolan comes back decemeber 20. I can't wait. I miss him so much. Nina, Nolan, and I want to move in together when we graduate. Somewhere in Napples Florida where Nolan lives now. yay.

This has been a "happy" entry so I won't ruin it with depressing thoughts. But since I never update I'll just mention that I'm not doing too well.

Sitting at Tara's right now waiting for her to get back from taking Jessica home...boredom....lalalalalalalala.

So...I'm a badass, tell me I'm a badass. hahaha. Can't help it.

I'm screaming, decieving, and bleeding for you, and you still won't hear me...

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...