So now that it is private...I can write what I really feel about things. Okay I like Mike...a lot again. But I feel so stupid b/c I know how we worked out last time... hmm what to do?I hope that this time is different. B/c I do like him. He seems liked he's changed...and I mean I have too. But I know that it's so easy to fall back into old habits. I'm just trying to protect myself. I can't handle being hurt again. And I'm afraid of expressing how I feel in fear of rejection. I think I'm going to try tonight though when we talk on the phone. We'll see.

Hmm...Nolan and me went to Nina's today b/c she's leaving for 5 days to go to VA (where I was born). I'm gonna miss her.

Hmm...so Jamie Jenna Jessica jill and I want to have that car wash tommorrow Hell yeah

I can't wait for the 4th of July party at the summer house. Jamie Korb and I were painting cans for it yesterday. mine kicks ass lol

I found out there is shit going on between Matt and Julie. So once again I was dumped for her. I don't care what Matt or Mike says on that matter I know it was cuz of her. I want to meet her sooooo bad. Not to be mean to her or anything like that. I want to become friends with her sooo bad. lol That sounds weird I know but...I dunno

So I don't have much else to say...

later days

Jamie