So Jamie's party was fun.Can't wait till next year...Except I told Jamie we are getting more "shit" if ya know what I mean... ;)

I wish I could solve these problems in my head,

I wish I could go to sleep and not wish I was dead.

I wish I could stop thinking of you,

I wish I could understand the things you do.

I wish you'd tell me how you feel,

I wish you make me feel it was real.

I wish that I could fall in love,

But I know I'll never trust you enough.

Made that one up off the top of my head. Was just typing my enrty out of no where...started into a poem. It;s all good.

I am so sick of being alone. When will I ever get someone...someone who actually wants to be with me too??

Sometimes I think I would be better off dead... who really cares anyway???

later days

Jamie