Speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and I fall into myself..

4:16 a.m.-2003-08-18 | Dreaming of you tonight

The greatest thing in the world is to feel loved. I read a lot of people's diaries and it seems to be the most important things in their lives. The key to true happiness is love. And someone I talked to tonight just made me feel like love does exist and there is someone out there for me. I think I found him but I don't want to get to detailed until I am sure things will work out. I just feel like if things go the way I know they could...maybe I'll be granted my biggest wish...to finally fall in love. :)

I was thinking tonight while I was outside having a CAM. I took a quiz thingy a while ago that I had to answer a bunch of questions about myself...ya know one of those "about me quizzes" that you recieve in your e-mails and shit. lol. I'm sure you guys know what I'm talking about. Anyhow. One of the questions was what song would I want played at my wedding and I put "Dreaming of You" by Selena. Now I was thinking about it tonight b/c I realized whenever I feel really happy over a guy (and I mean an important guy in my life) that song gets stuck in my head. It was in my head tonight.

Dreaming of you tonight....

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...