Speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and I fall into myself..

8:44 p.m.-2004-04-09 | Emo Girl

I wish things were as they used to be...I'm sure someof you understand what I mean...back to when I was happy. Sure I went through rough times...but I was never truelly unhappy.

Just pass me that blade you used to rip my heart open and let me finish the job...I'm way past due...

I just wanna hear that you love me...that's all. Then I'll be okay...

*sigh...but that could never be...not again...but I can wish right? There are angels who answer prayers left on lonley stars...when will they reach mine???

*sigh...I long to die...

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...