6:21 p.m.-2003-09-11 | Going Under


So I finally got a new layout and I heart it...except my image won't show up half the time. I'm trying to find a way to fix it so hopefully it'll be all good. (thanks for hosting my image so it finally works nina!!!!!!)

Today was okay I suppose. Except for this morning. My mom and I got into it real bad and I cried before I went to school. It sucked. Other than that... the day was pretty bearable.

So tommorrow's gonna suck considering that we won't get home till midnight. blah. Oh well.

I want a cam real bad but my dad decided to come visit us girls since my mom's at bowling (makes face). Come on leave already!!!

Anyhow. nothing to really say. other than I wish my best friend would be happier. I wish I could do something but I feel like nothing I do is ever good enough for anyonw (not directed towards her...just in general) so what does it matter? I could say I care but I know what it's like to feel that way...you won't feel that the other person really does. ya know? I just wish she was happy.

Gotta find a date for homecoming. :(

Now I will tell you what I've done for you...fifteen thousand tears I've cried. Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you...and you still won't hear me. -Evenascene-

Later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

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