Drinking so if my typing suckss sorry. hhahaha. It's been soooooo.llong. oh well.

I hafta be home at 12. fun fun I wish I could see Mike though. :( He went to some parties tonight. just wish I could see him as much as tara sees ryan or nina sees doug. I mean how lame is it that doug and nina aren't even together but she gets to see him more than I get to see my boyfriend? I hope Nina and Doug get back together soon. They act like they are anyhow. And to be honest I don't want to see her with any other guy so hopefully tonight. haha.

So today was kinda boring. Like I said in the last entry, we went to the SBW thing but they decided not to have it then we wen to a b-day party. Then after a while went to the mall to see Mike :) then went to jamie kob's again then went to my friend corey's house and chilled with him and talyor for a while then came over here. fun fun.

anyhow. blah. this beer is going to my head for real and this keyboard is fucked up so everything comes out wrong it'scool i suppose.

blah hopefully i get to see mike tommorrow. I don't think he realizes how much I like him or how much I feel for him. For real. I'm afraid to fall for him so much but I know I am.I just don't want hurt that' all. God I heart him though

O should stop b/c I'm getting to the point where I'm getting drunk and I don't want to say something I regret... haha you know how it goes...

want to go home and listen to music so bad b/c doug's speakers are too loud here and i can't figure how to turn it down...lol

later days

Jamie