3:14 p.m.-2003-10-08 | Like a ghost I haunt...
Nothing fits...I'm not good enough for anyone. I feel so empty...so lame. like nothing i do makes a difference. like the world would be the same if not better without me in it. I feel invisible.I know how you feel Ember. I feel that every day. I would say it gets better but it doesn't seem to ever for me.
Why do ppl pretend like they care. I know they're more worries about their own lives.
I'm so pathetic...
later days
Jamie
...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...