3:14 p.m.-2003-10-08 | Like a ghost I haunt...


Nothing fits...I'm not good enough for anyone. I feel so empty...so lame. like nothing i do makes a difference. like the world would be the same if not better without me in it. I feel invisible.

I know how you feel Ember. I feel that every day. I would say it gets better but it doesn't seem to ever for me.

Why do ppl pretend like they care. I know they're more worries about their own lives.

I'm so pathetic...

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

+latest disgrace
+all the pain
+about me
+leave a feeling
+with me
+leave a thought
+maker
+keeper