7:29 a.m.-2004-05-21 | PLEASE HELP
I'm losing everything...all sense of reality is slowly and painfully slipping away. All methods of happiness I attempt fail destuctively. I don't eat, I don't sleep...I just think. This horrible whirlwind of bad habits hits me so hard and knocks me off my feet. All I ask for is for someone to come help me up but you all just walk by...pointing and laughing. I can't feel anything...besides the feeling that I'm dying. I need help...now more then ever...I feel the depression hitting again and I know by then I'll be too far under to ask...so I'm asking now. Just someone, please read this and care enough to call or write...I really need that...I need to know I'm not alone. That someone does love me and cares if I live or not. Just please help me...later days
Jamie
...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...
