So today was ok. We had no school, but we had band. Afterwards Nina and me went to Doug's and he was having a little party there. And Mike showed up a little after I got there so I got see him. :D I heart that boy like you would not believe!!!

So yesterday Nina and I went to Matt's to watch their SBW (suicide backyard wrestling) thing. It was so kick ass. Doug and Matt went up again Travis )my date to homecoming) and Smelly (Chris). Guess who won??? haha. yeah. It was cool. I video-taped for Smelly. Great fun. Then Nina and me left and went to the mall for about 2 mins and then she dropped me off at Mike's. fun fun.

Oh I got my dress for homecoming and I got one for prom. I love my prom dress. It is so pretty. I have to admit I look good in it!!! :) hehe.

So tommorrow I wanna go and see them all wrestle again b/c I think Mike's going to do it this time. Hell yeah. I don't think I would ever be able to do shit like they do... here's the site if any of you wanna check it out! Then go to the guestbook and vote MTK (Mike the Kyke haha ;)) the sexiest man!!! :D B/c he is!!! *muah babe!!! haha. Here's the link... xsbwx.tripod.com/suicidalbackyardwrestling/id5.html Go there. It's grande.

I seriousley think I'm fucking bipolar or something b/c 5 mins ago I was happy as could be and now I'm sad. And I have no reason to be. I just am. Blah to myself. I think I'm so pathetic.

Burned all the good things in the Eden eye, we were too dumb to run, too dead to die.-Marilyn Manson

later days

Jamie