11:35 a.m.-2003-08-21 | Can you feel me in your arms?


So yesterday I went to Mike's house and chilled till Nina came and picked me up and we skipped band and went to the mall. Then we went to Jamie and Jessica's. We all (Jamie, Jessica, Jenna, Corey, John, Kevin, and Jessica's bro) walked over to the scool to watch Jenna jump off this playground thing with a mini bungee-cord. It was great. Then Jason showed up and tried it to. Then we all got in the back of Jason's truck and drove back to Jamie's. Jason was driving so bad and i had nothing to hold onto so I was flying around everywhere. John had to grab me so I didn't fly out or anything. It was great. Then we went to Chris's (Mike's brother) house but Nina left me. I hung out there until I started feeling sick so I had tim bring me home.

so today I hafta babysit till 4 then got to band from 6-9. Hopefully I'll do something afterwards.

My mom pissed me off last night (what else is new?). I hate how I can't really explain why but ya know it happens.

"I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you..." Evenascene-taking over me.

fun fun. yeah almost. these kids are driving me crazy.....ahhh SHUT UP!!!!!

so glad I kicked aunt flow out the door. lol. just thought i'd add that. hehe

anyhow...maybe I'll wake up for once.

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

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