7:48 p.m.-2003-10-21 | Lost


blah...life has been well i dunno. not too boring, but not that exciting. ya know? i worked all weekend but got around to hanging out with nina. then i dyed my hair. looks cool. kinda brown and red with orange highlights. uh huh.

So nothing really to update on. Been hanging out with different kinds of ppl. fun i suppose. I'm kinda talking to that guy wayne from that concert at feelgood's...but i dunno. he comes on a little strong...i just don't think i'm ready for that when i still feel a lot for a certain someone. *sigh and i kinda have a thing for two other of my friends so i'm just trying to wait shit out till i figure out what i wanna do. I mean I know what I wanna do but it really isn't an option right now so....w/e. ya know?

I've felt so spaced out that last couple of days. Like I'm not really here. Lost in my own little world. I've just been thinking a lot lately. yeah...

Got my checks today yah I have money. lol. for once. Brittnei and I are sposed to hang out friday after the game and get some shit so I hafta figure that all out tommorrow. fun fun. ;)

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

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