12:45 p.m.-2003-06-17 | Making the best with what I have...


So I'm just sitting here...wishing I could do something today. I pretty much hafta babysit all day. This sucks...I hate being home. I wish someone would come over here...but ya know how that always goes.

Hmm...So I went to Jamie's Korb's yesterday. It was fun to be around everybody again. There was a lot of ppl there though. Beside Jamie, Jessica, Jenna, Jill and me...Some Tony kid was there, Jason, and then Corey and Jed stopped by. It was fun though. I was so happy not not be home. I wish my mother wasn't such a bitch and woulda let me stay there. I absolutly dread coming home...for real.

So I've been thinking about a lot of shit latley. I dunno...it makes me depressed, but I can't help it. It helps clear my head. I wish everything wasn't so confusing and difficult. I wish everything would just go away... hmmm...in a way. I'm just glad I have my friends here so I can take my mind of the shitty stuff in my life.

I have been having the weirdest dreams latley. I had two with Mike in it...hmmm don't know what that's about. *shrugs.

So I don't have much else to say... hey everyone go read ember's diary... it's cool she just started writing. her diary link's in my profile.

later days...

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

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