7:53 p.m.-2004-09-05 | My Heart
I think I'm doomed to a life of Hell. Whenever I think things can't get any worse they do just to spite me. I try to stay happy and positive about everything...but I'm breaking. Right now Kevin's in jail and I need someone. I need him. I can't do this by myself. I pray to God that he gets let out on a P.R. bond Tuesday. If they send him away...I won't be able to cope. He's my only form of solace...he is my heart. If you take my heart away...what will I have?I am so alone right now...
I love you Kevin...
Jamie
...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...
