going through a rough time lately. the home life becoming too much. not sure what to do about certain people, on person in particular decides to start a big drama scene and hurt me, another situation that isn't quite right...and to top it all off...I'm bringing up old habits. God damn I'm a fucking loser. So with all that my solution lately has been drugs. smart eh? I don't really care though. I just want to die...

I wish I could explain some of that shit better...but I have to worry who may read this. doesn't that suck? It's my diary and I can't even write what I'm feeling in here.

Well...I'm going to go. The start of another emo day. yay.

Later Days

Jamie