1:00 p.m.-2003-09-28 | Pathetic existence


Been so long since I've written. Parents are deciding to get along once again so mother is listening to him. blah.

last night was great. :D Got to see Mike yah and we were at doug's and there was some ppl there. then nina tara and i came over here afterwards. It was fun to fucking get outta this house. I want to leave again...but tara and I have no transportation anywhere. blah

so today isn't so bad so far. could be much worse. at least everyone is outta the house. I can't stand the bickering here anymore. that's all anybody does here is fucking treat the other one like shit. fuck them all.

so mike told me i had to choose between him and jerrod (as a friend) as shitty as it sounds of course i'm going to choose mike...i heart him. but nicole felt the need on friday to remind me intensly on what a horrible person and bad friend I am. made me feel wonderful. ha. I dunno how i feel about this shit...other then I think it's stupid. blah. w/e

blah blah blah done whining again so you all can return to doing something far more interesting then reading this pathetic excuse of a person's diary...

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

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