These overwhelming feelings of hurt hits me harder each time. The tears always flowing down my pretty face...I cannot breath, cannot live without you...

If you asked me to run away with you today and be with you forever I would without a second thought. We could leave this place and make one of our own...If only you loved as much as I love you...I will always love you...

Just make this pain go away...this pain I've felt for too long. Just hold me and kiss me one more time to reassure me that you once cared for me...that I meant something to you...not just another pretty girl...make me special...make me feel like someone...

I am nothing...just leave me with my tourniquette....

later days

Jamie