So I got to talk to Matthew tonight. I called him though. I guess it turns out he's been trying to call me lately or w/e. Hmmm...so I guess it's all good. I want to see him again soooo bad. I am so sick of people asking me if we're still together. The other day at band, Luke asked me if Matt and I were and I said no and he looked all sad and was like he was a real cool guy. I was like yeah tell me about it. I thought it was kinda weird how disappointed he looked. I dunno. I feel sooo much for him though...it's just fucking crazy.

Anyhow. I was all sitting here and some nasty looking bug came running out really really super fast and I flipped out. lol. And I usually don't over a bug but this one gave me the chills real bad. Tell me bout a SCARY EXPERIENCE...lol. Yeah I am a LOSER in case you weren't sure.

So I'm sposed to go to Jamie Korbs tommorrow. I haven't been over there in forever. Then I have band from 6-9. Ugh I hate this. Nina and I annoyed the shit outta some girls today. It was great. What else are we gonna do there? Band sucks so we just get on ppls nerves and make fun of ppl. It's worth it. lol. Nina and me definently make our own fun out of any situation.

So I talked to my mother and I guess we're going to wait till after I graduate to get my braces :`(...damn this sucks. I have practically perfect teeth so it sux that I hafta wear that shit for a year and a half. grrr. Oh well I suppose.

Hopefully one of the places I put applications into calls soon cuz I need some cash baaaaad. Since I'm most likely going to be working at that bed and breakfast I figured out that if I work every night assigned I should come out with about $1600 and that's not counting tips...so I think I'm going to aim at saving that shit for a car. Hopefully I get my lazy ass up and get my temps though....

Okay countdown to my b-day...21 days (hey 21 is my all-time lucky and fav number hell yeah). August 6...whatcha guys gonna get me???? :D lol

Okay I need some sleep before I drive myself insane...lol

LaTeR DaYs...

Jamie