2:18 p.m.-2004-10-05 | Spiders


I feel like shit today.

I cannot wait to graduate and get away from the people I hate. I'm sick of the drama. I don't understand wneh I try to avoid certain people and just make it through the day without dealing with bullshit...they start it. They're that ignorant they'll go looking for drama. It's pathetic. I want nothing more then to hit that slut in her ugly face...but I won't lower myself to that. Just leave me the fuck alone. Why try ruining friendships that I have with other people? But I guess those people aren't worth being friends with either considering they listen to lies spun from a web of deception.

Why do people try to tear down the few good people in this world?

I don't get to see Kevin today b/c I have to work. I wish he was here right now to hold me in his arms and remind me of what I have. How lucky I am to have him to love me. He's all I need.

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

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