Deep tounging, nibbling, and locking lips for hours are on your agenda.
You've been known to wear lovers out with your kiss, before getting to anything else on the menu.
And given that you kiss so well... imagine how you do everything else.
What Your Kissing Style Says About You:
When you want something you go for it, and you don't let go until it's yours.
And when you feel, you feel intensely (surprised?). You have a dramatic streak, no doubt.
If you're in a relationship, you don't take anything lightly. And neither should your lover.
Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches:
Hook up with other Intense Kissers to have the experience of a life time. You'll both feel incredible things, both
in your heart and down there! If you are looking for an even more sexual fun, find the nearest Carnal Kisser.
You'll get kissed down there just right.
Stay away from Manic Kissers at all costs. They spread it around a little too much to give you the passion you crave.
And forget about Juicy Kissers as well - they seem a bit too superficial for you.
Okay took that quiz today lol. Anyhow. How's life been you must wonder. Yeh the usual. Everyday seems to be filled with it's ups and downs. I think I'm way too emotional a person sometimes. I take too much to heart and even though I don't let it show...what ppl say does affect me a lot. The little things that ppl do affect me. Sometimes I wish I could turn my emotions off and feel no more pain.
The only time I really seem to be somewhat happy is when I get out of this house but shince my mother can be a controlling bitch at most times I don't even bother. Just sit here all day wishing things will get better. I can't deal with her shit though. I don't fucking bother her but no matter what the hell I'm doing it's something wrong. She always needs shit to bitch about. God damn.
Why can't I just be perfect to make everone happy???
I hate how I sit here thinking. I wish that my brain would just stop and rest for a while b/c I'm sick of the b/s...I'm sick of worrying about family and friend shit...and thinking about Matthew like I do.Ya know I was trying to get over him so maybe I could be happy again. But then I realized the only time I really was happy was when I was with him anyhow. I just want him back ya know? When I hung out with him the other day I just realized how much I felt for him again ya know? I wrote a poem about that shit the other day before we hung out again and shit (what else is new? what else do i have to do?)
WHY CAN'T YOU? (I wrote this maybe two days ago...)
Wishing I could hold you,
missing your every touch.
Why can't you still be mine?
wanting way too much.
Can't stop thinking about us,
remembering how we used to be.
It kills me to be without you,
why can't you feel the same for me?
I'm still longing for your kiss,
needing you to be here.
Too look deep into your eyes,
knowing you are near.
My heart still cries out for you,
why can't you feel the same way?
I want to get my baby back,
I don't want to be without you another day.
Yeah I think it sux but oh well. I've written A LOT better but I figured since I was on the topic and shit I'put it in here I miss him too much...oh yeah i wrote two new poems that i put on on my sidebar(<--over there lol)...and one in my profile. Fun fun go read. Those were the two that Nolan told me he like the best so I figured they must be semi good...lol.
Man it seems that I just keep getting shitty with everyone lately. I got shitty with Mike b/c he won't fucking talk to me when I try to talk to him and then Nina made a comment to me that I guess I tool the wrong way so I was shitty. I can't help it though. I feel like shit today. What else is new? But ppl have been shitty today and yesterday so fuck it.
Man fucking band starts today. I wish I could quit that shit but I've been in it for so long and I don't like quiting stuff...I'd rather stick it out ya know?
So yesterday was interesting. But I'm not going to get into it. A lot of shit happened though.
Oh gosh yesterday my mother made nolan and me go get shit for a fire and nolan was pulling on this limb so i could jump up and pull branches off of it. Any how the thing broke halfway off and came crashing down on both of us. lol. We both were knocked to the ground and I have scratches everywhere but it was hilarious. The when he pulled the whole thing down I had to take off running so it didn't land on me again. lol. Damn.
Anyhow my mom can't adopt nolan for two reasons...my dad and his. So he has to leave for Florida. This sucks...Nolan has become one of my best friends this summer. I mean I tell this kid a lot of shit and it sucks that as soon as i find a good friend he's leaving. I hate losing friends like this. I don't consider myself close to many ppl so it suck major balls.
So I fucking punched my wall yesterday and fucking popped my knuckle outta place. It was sick I had to pop it back in and shit. Now it hurts like a bitch and it's bruised. That was stupid huh? Oh well I felt ten times better after so it's all good I suppose.
W/e I can't really say anything else in here that I would like to so I'm gonna go.
later days
Jamie