I feel like I have nothing tonight. No one at all. I can't rely on anyone but myself and i don't think that's good enough anymore.

no one understands what i'm going through tonight. and no one cares to know. I have nothing...what's the point of going through another useless day?? A day filled with nothing but pain and me sitting there thinking of what a fucking waste i am.

I just want to die...and i no longer fucking care. don't be suprised or anything...I'm just a pathetic excuse. so fuck it

later days

Jamie