Speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and I fall into myself..

1:21 p.m.-2003-06-08 | Will you fucking pull the trigger alreay??

I think I need some ANGER MANAGEMENT!! Becaue right now I want to punch a fucking wall. Ya know, this is prolly build up from oh let's see...EVERYTHING.. that I keep locked inside. BUT WHO GIVES A FUCK. I am so fucking pissy and unhappy and I wish someone would KILL ME!!! I wish I could go to bed at night and wake up happy...but it never works. I wake up more depressed then the day before. So someone please kill me before I do it myself...

No this is not a suicide note either. I'm just very unhappy right now and this is like me....venting in a way.

I am beginning to hate everything. And even though I'd like to blame everyone else for this...I have to blame my self. It's my fault I let myself get like this and it's my fault I'm feeling this retarted self-pity that I want to go away. I wish I could just go away.

I don't even know any more...

FUCK MY LIFE AND THE BULLSHIT IN IT. I AM NO LONGER GIVING A FUCK..tell me one good reason why I should?

later fucking days

Jamie

Please help me end this...

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...