Oh and Ashley...thank you for your note. Don't worry about me...I'll be fine. I always figure things out...it just takes a while. trust me. but thank you for your words.

so I'm real happy that I'm with Mike. I want it to work out this time. I like him alot. I love having him there. ya know? It's the greatest feeling in the world to feel that. The only thing that hurts is when he jokes around with being mean to me or when he jokes about shit having to do with nina. i mean...I know I take things outta proportion and take things to heart too easily but I can't help it. I like him a lot and I'm afraid that things will end bad. I just think too much ya know? Forget it. I just worry sometimes. blah to me....BLAH!!!

so i need to go to bed b/c I got no sleep all w/e and I have school. ick. lol.

Trying to have a more optimistic view on life...if only I could stop thinking as much as i do. I have far too much of an imagination for my own good. blah. oh well.

later days

Jamie