7:20 p.m.-2004-12-17 | Unspoken Words
Sometimes this depression hits and I just don't know how to deal...It seems like everything is more horrible than it is. Everything hurts. Every wrong word spoken, every wrong move taken. I can't wait until this goes away. I'm sure it will in time...Ijust need to breathe until then.No matter what I love you...like I've never loved before. You are my one and only...if soulmates exist. I can't help how I react to things. I know my face is blank to you and you don't understand...I just need your love now more than ever.
Unspoken words are always the best it seems. If only they were heard...maybe I wouldn't cry in the shadows..
later days
Jamie
...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...
