As the sun rises I wake with tears in my eyes,

A hollow night filled with dreams of you haunting me.

I can't sleep,

you follow me.

I can't rest,

you scream my name.

I answer you,

you can't hear me.

You just turn your back,

and walk away.

I dread the light creaping through my windows,

I can't handle awaking without your arms around me.

You torment me,

your love taken away.

I bleed for you,

I cry for you,

I die for you.

You just turn your back,

and walk away.

Do you even care?

Blah...so nothing new to write about I suppose. Had a pretty shitty day. Nothing in particular, just nothing to make it good.

Nolan is coming back. thank god. I really need my best friend here. I am so excited. He's coming back sometime around december 17th. yah.

blah blah blah. wish I had something else good to write about...but I don't. I work tommorrow. joy. at least i'll be doing something to get my mind off of other shit. oh well.

Seems this never ends...and I feel like I'm the one to blame.

Have an enjoyable day...I know I won't.

later days

Jamie