Nina, Mandy, Johanna, and I are going to the cage tonight to see Lexus Jumps play. yay. Hopefully we get some shit too. If ya get what I mean. lol. Yeah...I know I said I quit but I've been doing it a lot lately. *shrugs. I guess whenever I quit before it was b/c someone or some boyfriend didn't like it. Now I have no one asking me not to soooo....yes anyhow.
I got told today by some teacher that he wanted to talk to my mom about getting me on medication. nice huh? Made me feel 1000 times better.
Ugh this stupid shit keeps staying in my head. I can't sleep...just get depressed all the time. B/c I never stop thinking about it. UGH GO AWAY!!!! blah.
So hmm what else to write about. Ah what to hear some good drama. ha. so mike fucked one of my friends Angie and Nina told her boyfriend so I got shit for it. fun eh? Angie got up in my face and shit and tried to push me. Then later in the day she came and apologized saying I should come over and talk about everything. NO THANKS. I'm a little hurt that you fucked him when you know I love him still. Pathetic to say I know...but I can't help it. I mean we could never be together again...I said that a looong time ago. But I can't help missing him. I try to talk and date other guys but it's not that same. ugh. I don't know why I'm so hung up over him but whatever. I'll get over it eventually.
Yeah...So I guess I didn't write in here about my Linkin Park concert. Hell yeah. Nina and I finally got to see them. The only thing that was kinda sucky washaving my mom take us cuz Nina couldn't drive all the way up there. But she turned out being really fun so it was all good. Story of the Year opened (shit yeah!!! lol) then hoobastank and POD played then finally LP came on. oh I'm going to marry that Chester Bennington!!!! I will!!!! :D lol.
I asked my mom if I could get a boob reduction. lol. What do you think she'll say? hahahaha.
Anyhow...going to go watch tv and wait for Nina to call so we can leave. fun eh? All you that are still so faithful and read my diary as seldom as I write thanks and I love you!!!!
later days...
Jamie