10:24 a.m.-2003-06-10 | Weird Dream


Hmm...mother dearest isn't home right now. What a relief...just to be home without her. So I don't have much to update on b/c everything that's running through my heas right now...I can't write in here. So I'll just push it to the back of my mind wishing for it to go away. Smart, huh?

Anyhow...I had a dream last night. I don't want to go into all of it...cuz it was long...but there was a part with Matt in it. We were at the mall and i put my arm around him and he started putting his arm around me, then pulled away. So I grabbed his hand and he tried to pull away, but I wouldn't let him. So we walked like that into Stock room and ppl were looking at us. There were these tables in there and he pushed me, making me push two chairs away from me. So I ended up just sitting on the floor.

weird or what? soo...I'm gonna go cuz I don't have much else to say...

later days

Jamie

...immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...

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